#the neurodivergent struggle 😭
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The urge to self sabotage is so overwhelming and I don’t understand why 🫠
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"Mob's not autistic!!!" my brother in christ he literally has a book titled "How To Read Social Cues"
#the ''reigen'' book on the far left lol 😭#but fr saying mob isn't autistic is just bragging that you understand none of the story or it's foundation#Mob was written as the most autistic middle schooler ever on purpose#if ONE just wanted to write about a psychic kid who can't control his emotions‚ Teru is right there#but mob is written to specifically struggle with processing AND showing emotion#and not being able to read social cues to the point where it causes a meltdown (''get a clue'' scene in s1)#like the series is ABOUT an autistic esper child who's autism literally changes the way his powers work#if you don't think he's autistic you are not understanding the core foundation of the entire series#neurodivergency runs the show! you're just mad that an autistic kid is allowed to have the spotlight#mp100#mob psycho 100#kageyama shigeo#mob mp100
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OCD Evan Rosier?
oh absolutely. i talk about it less on here because i feel weird speaking on neurodivergencies that i dont personally have but that's 100% in my headcanon for him
#a#evan has the Hot Girl Neurodivergency struggles where you go unacknowledged for so long because of the way you look & are perceived 😭#theyre like surely that beautiful man is Just A Little Weird while he is FIGHTING to seem as normal as possible#running minute calculations about his posture in his head and whatnot
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I feel so bad for my tma followers especially the gerrymichael ones because my uber autism basically means I catapult from one hyperfixation to another and I was SO hyperfixated on tma but fucking FAIRY TAIL came out of nowhere and now I can't think about anything else 😭😭😭
Basically, I think Fire Up The Lighthouse is gonna update much slower (I've still got a good 10 chapters in reserve but I'm hesitant to post them bc I'm scared of running out)
#the magnus archives#tma#gerrymichael#writer#fanfic writer#im sorry about my neurodivergent tendencies yall imm struggling too 😭😭😭#i want so badly to write more of Fire Up The Lighthouse but Fairy Tail has just ENTIRELY gone “haha no.”#end me now#WHY CANT I HYPERFIXATE ON SOMETHING FOR LIKE. A YEAR. THAT WOULD BE LONG ENOUGH.
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worst part of my adhd is thinking i don’t have enough time for anything (i will have 2 hours and im like omfg i have no time!!!! and then i just sit on my phone) (i’m going to explode my brain)
#adhd#adhd struggles#i hate adhd#i’m so done#adhd problems#living with adhd#adhd brain#i get home from work and act like i have no time to do stuff#as if i don’t have over 5 hours#it’s fucking annoying#nighty night#this pissed me off#im 😭😭😭😭😭#neurodivergent#this is why i’m gonna study neuroscience
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put this in my drafts because i expected spring break to be my time to lock into my shane and ryan hyperfixation, but i ended up locked into my stardew valley hyperfixation instead 😔✊
i said “i’ll just play for a few minutes!” and now i am at 98% completion in that game with apsolutely no shane and ryan compilations, edits, or fanart completed 😔✊ so upsetting.
#it’s the stardew valley update’s fault#i’m very happy about it!#don’t get me wrong#but i have a GHOUL BOYS BLOG TO MAINTAIN GODDAMMIT! 😔✊#my hyperfixations bring me much joy#but they feel like a full time job in a way#and most ppl would just simply stop being so obsessive about their interest#BUT I LITERALLY CANNOT 😭#i cannot engage with things in regular amounts#it is either ALL or NOTHING#idk any other people struggle with this???#prolly the neurodivergent brain ig but idk#aly rambles
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I don’t see people talk much about how much of a struggle it is to become obsessed or hyper fixated on something and have no one to talk to because you either know/can tell they don’t really care or don’t wanna ruin the friendship but you js wanna talk about it so bad 😭
#I’m currently obsessed with Arcane and none of my friend wanna listen to me yap about it 😭#but I wanna talk about it so bad 😭😭😭#neurodivergent#audhd#it’s a struggle
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thinking about how I want to move out of my parents' house so I can have more space for myself and my life instead of having an entire adult life crammed into a room that's smaller than a full size walk in closet
also thinking about all the things I need help with and can't do by myself, therefore can't live independently, but can't get a roommate because I can't male friends and Do Not trust or feel comfy with strangers. and also can't afford hired help even if I could afford to give out
#THIS POST IS BROUGHT TO YOU BY Realizing that if i lived alone i wouldnt be able to open some foods like jars or bottles because hands#DONT WORK RIGHT and refuse to be hands. and then i started thinking about everything i struggle with in general 😭#disabled adult#disablity#disabled#autistic#autism#actually autistic#adhd#audhd#neurodivergent#chronic pain#im suspecting heds. does that affect your ability to hands lmao. like fine motor skills and grip? and very shaky. because my hands are bad#i wish i could find a specialist or at least any doctor that could evaluate me properly. my last doctor did not it seems
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I've only done like 2-3 panels for the comic thing (the other 1-2 are. Still in sketch & not cleaned up n' polished) but I just got a banger poster-esque idea thing can I focus on like one thing at a time pleas
#watermelons talks#WHAT THE FUCK IS AN ATTENTION SPAN‼️‼️‼️🗣🗣🗣#its okay chat i can. still do the poster thingy i can work in whatever order i want#if i REALLY have trouble with my attention span my irl mom got coffee specifically for that since we both struggle😭#peak neurodivergence
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girl wtf is 'neurospicy' just call me a slur
#look if you call yourself neurospicy i don't have a problem with it honest#but when i first heard the word i was like... girl wtf is this#like neurodivergent is already a thing#this just feels infantilising#like i don't have a problem if u use it for urself but for me personally i really do not want to he called that 😭😭#like i like being autistic i wouldn't change it it's who i am but i'm not 'spicy' i genuinely struggle to function in society lmao#how to be cringe 101
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love the cynonari collei family but i have huuuuge beef w how cynonari fans portray collei. She Would Not Say That
#assign this strange naivety to her. girl she has killed two people#i have sooo many thoughts on the way that cyno & tighnari give collei a space to experience her childhood when it was previously denied from#her & i think her relationship to both of them is rlly important. the game givingm collei a spacd to heal from her trauma surrounded by#people who support her unconditionally is the best aspect of collei's in-game narrative#some cynonari fans ignore all the aspects of her character that forms her relationship w cyno & tighnari - her trauma & experiences#her eleazar the archon residue and portray her solely as. cynonari child. & she's always presented as naive and much more childish than she#actually is. its sooo irritating she is not like that at all & its kinda clear that they don't care abt collei as a character only as a prop#for cynonari 😭😭😭 anyway its frustrating#also i wonder how much of it is shaped by the fact that she canonically struggles w literacy. & has visible symptoms of trauma. & has traits#that can be read as neurodivergent. anway
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do any other neurodivergent people feel like you're in autopilot mode. especially if you have a daily schedule that's rarely broken, you're kinda going through the motions, such as working then trying to ignore all your distractions to relax? cause like. i just realised i haven't responded to 1 friend and 3 family members in weeks 😭
#i knew i hadn't responded but i couldn't put in my brain the process to respond to them#i feel really bad 😭#but it's okay they're used to it#it's just me#it's nothing personal against them it's just how my brain functions each day#if i tried responding to everyone who messages me every day i'd get so overloaded#gotta give myself time to Not Socialise#and sometimes that pushes out people i haven't seen in a while#because Not Visual = Not In Mind a lot of the time#which is worse. cause i haven't seen them and i haven't responded 😭#it's okay this is secretly my reminder if i forget again#tumblr and yt and spotify are some of my relaxation tools#but tumblr is also the place that i can kinda get snapped back into reality#such as rn#spinny rant#neurodivergent#neurodivergent experience#neurodivergent struggles#neurodivergent stuff#autistic#autistic experience#autistic things
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This is me right now while looking for a job.
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uhhh i try to go on with all this thinking that this suffocating isolation that comes with being a lesbian irl is something that will become easier as i get older but boy is it tiring sometimes lol
#needed to have a venting outlet#i am ridiculous girl like pick a struggle you are already neurodivergent + a two times refugee what is your deal 😭😭#my post
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college adhd ppl help me pls thank you
does anyone have any tips for making yourself eat even when you don’t want to? i kind of am in the habit of not feeding myself when i don’t feel like walking to the dining hall because we don’t have a kitchen—just a fridge and microwave. any tips on cheap easy food that doesn’t go bad with little prep? please im struggling here lmao x
#adhd#actually adhd#actually neurodivergent#college#neurodivergent#adhd struggles#adhd tips#college tips#please#asking for help#food#adderall core#adderall#adderall tips#also i have an iron deficiency if anyone knows anything that is good for that 😭#advice#question#q and a#food prep#broke#very broke#no money#college student#broke college student#who doesnt take care of her body ❤️#becoming an adult#summer classes#summer college#summer school !!
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how do i make friends with women
#i was bullied way worse by girls than boys growing up so my social anxiety around women is much more severe#i hate it i want female friends 😭#my bestie is a girl but she's the only close female friend i have irl#there are other girls ik casually through my bf and i think some of them i could be really close friends with if not for my anxiety#freeze type anxiety is the fucking worst#women also tend to have more complex social cues than men (not saying that's a bad thing obv) and my neurodivergent ass struggles w that too
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